i'm so thankful that i am in a place where i have so many options even though i don't know what to do almost all the time
i can't even comprehend how blessed i am
i know things are changing and i think it's for the better
i don't want my life to be a habit of 2 good weeks and 2 bad ones, i'd like some consistency and motivation,
and some truth and stability
sometimes, its nice

cigarette

i miss hog
and mo
and loree i hope things get better.
no cornerstone

i haven't been leaving my bed lately

kittens
they poop exactly where you don't want them to
they cuddle in the right place in your arm
they try to eat people food allllllll the time like right now i'm eating coffee icecream and trying to keep georgia out of it
they love my bed the most but do weird things like chew on fuzzes from the blanket
and they love us cause they have to i mean we're the ones who feed them

To a future with some balance,
To a future without judgment,
To a future with my family

To a future without anger,
To a fate of more than damaged fits,
To a future worth remembering.

rope swing

went swimming today, moved into the new place. very tired. its 4 in the morning. i need to call monicque.

found

an apartment, we move in on wednesday.
saving a kitten promptly afterwards